Tuesday, September 1, 2009

We set a date!

We have a date and tickets! On September 8th we will be on our way to Targu Mures, Romania to work with our kids at Livada Orphan Care. After 18 months of praying, planning, reading, studying, packing, traveling, speaking at family and church groups, and much, much more...we are almost really to go!
It seems like it just all started to come together within the last month or two. It has been so incredible to see how the Lord provided...and continues to provide..for our every need - from a family to rent our home, most of our funding, cheap airfare, time with family - all of it lined up in His perfect timing. Although we are still in the process of raising the rest of our financial support, He has guided our every step, daily reminds us that He is in control, and to give our fears, worries and burdens over to Him. So...that's what we do, pray about everything, trust in Him and remind ourselves that if he can part a sea, He can help us with all of the little things and calm our nerves!

This last week has been filled with lots of bitter sweet moments where we had said the words, as my sweet sister-in-law says..."see ya later!" Last weekend we spent time with our lifelong life group friends and ended it all on Sunday with a church prayer send-off and party. It was incredibly hard to say "see ya later" to those friends who we talk to on a daily basis about our kids, our lives, our struggles, our joys, and our prayers. We love them each so much and were so blown away by their support, love, encouragement, and effort they poured into making this weekend so memorable. Many of us search a lifetime for friends who know us, and love us in spite of us, who we connect and are just plain real with. We know that we found it within our life group. We praise God that we have them as our iron to sharpen our iron! To remind us of who we are and desire to be. We wouldn't be here without them!
As we sit in my parents home...that looks like a bomb blew up due to all of the luggage and last minute stuff that needs to be packed...phone calls to be made...emails to be sent...papers to be files...cars to sell...boxes to be stored...meals to share...errands to run...to-do lists to be completed...flu shots to be given(or rather received:)...clothes to wash...mail to forward...toys to sort...and most of all sweet pockets of time with the ones we love so dearly and will miss so terribly much.
We knew that following the call of the Lord is never easy nor does He tell us it will be without cost...but when it comes time to actually get on that plane it will be quite a loss for all of us. Not because we don't realize the great opportunites that lie ahead of us to grow God's kindgom and love on others...but for the times we will not have in the way we know now with those we love.
Our patterns will change, our ways of calling will change, our ways of giving hugs will change, our ways of just sharing life will change. Change is never easy. Change is especially hard when its new and unfamiliar. But, we know that God call us to be a people who learn, grow, and change for Him. That it is a greater loss to deny Him and serve ourselves. So...although great change is ahead of us...and not the government kind...but the kind that calls us to be better for it. I pray that I, my beloved husband and sweet son, and all of our precious families and friends can cling to His promises and know that our changes will be okay until we can "see ya later..."

2 comments:

Sharee Forman said...

I'm purposefully not writing this post yet for this very reason, the tears a flowing! I love you sweet Jenny, and will miss you more than I can say! I'm also so proud of you guys for stepping out and putting His desires above your own... what an example and encouragement you are to all of us! Praying for you this week as you try to finish everything! love you!!!

Peggy and Elizabeth said...

This is beautiful, Jen. Such truth about how we are called to "change" for Him. If we all stayed the same it would be a sad world. Processing you leaving hurts so much.... but we are holding to His sweet promises that He is faithful and bigger than us!
love you